the man in black

May 2009

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the man in black

read last night before bed

from Ron Kolm's "Divine Comedy"

1.
Let's take a walk
You said.
Okay, I said.
And here we are
High above the East River
On a pedestrian walkway
On the Triboro Bridge
Hiking from Astoria
To Randall's Island
As rush-hour traffic
Streams by.
I hate my life
You say
And I know
You're not joking.
I wonder if you're
Thinking of jumping
And what I would do
If you did.
It's a long way down
To the tug
Pushing a barge
On the fiery waters
As it disappears
Beneath the bridge.
Should I grab
for your arm
And probably die too
Or simply admit
I want to live
And let you fall.
It's late afternoon
when we finally reach
Our destination
Descending a cement
Stairway that deposits us
Onto a parking lot
Near the Manhattan
Psychiatric Center.

[...]

(Google books has parts II and III, and they're worth reading...)

Comments

living in nyc was a rough time for me (about 10 years ago), but I have to say, being totally grossed our by the idea of drowning in the east river was probably one of the things that kept me alive.
Wow, thanks for the share.

reading list

Can you post a link to the Google Books page? For some reason my search of the poem yielded nothing.
Oh boy... :(